I Made Pancakes

They are tasty. :'D

When Did All This Stuff Pile Up?!

Some sort of update from me once in a while too~

Umm... only that I don't remember myself anymore what I've been up to. Too much happening everyday. I had dance classes twice this week and on Monday I will have a double dance class. Three hours of dancing and add in there visiting several buildings of other corporations in between. Well... all that is interesting and fun but also quite tiring.

Last weekend the anime club Asashio had a meeting again. Of course I went there. It was nice and interesting. Things discussed there are just of interest to me and I ended up writing the protocol for it. I wonder if what I wrote is okay. I haven't written a real one before. I know now though that I can write quickly enough to keep track decently and be aware at the same time what the topic is. Later that day was also a anime night again. I enjoyed it. This time the topic was the new animes of 2011. I was surprised that I have managed to be quite up-to-date with all theses series and knew various information about several series or had even seen them or read the manga or something. It was definitely nice.

This weekend I visited home. It felt so nice. And visiting Ingrid too. Ah, I hadn't seen her in such a long time. Not to forget talking with Kaili on Skype with webcam. Heh, as much her webcam wanted to cooperate though. And And Duplo is tasty! Die längste Praline der Welt! (cough)
The most interesting thing I did at home was moving the furniture in my room. Afterwards when nearly everything was in different places everything felt so cozy and made me want to actually stay at home but no, university calls for me. Also, forgive me Kaili, in the end I forgot to take pictures of my room! (sob) So much for thinking I surely will do so... and then morning came... and then my bus came... and then I was already leaving.

And then back in uni and in corporation life which keeps me quite busy. So many events happening and other activities going on. Ahem.

I should actually questioning why I am writing this blog entry instead of going over the poem for Phonetic class I am supposed to have finished tomorrow... I mean today. I suppose I'll manage. I noticed though that I've got lots of other homework to do and learning for tests/exams. I am not amused as it really will keep me mostly quite busy. To ensure that I do all these things for the right time I made a study-plan. Planning to keep up with it, not like I've got much of an other choice.

Oh god, all me being busy or just really tired makes me not have very much time to talk to Alex. That's just horrible and sad. (sighs) For now I am just wanting for Christmas break to come already.


And that's all for now. I don't expect anything all too interesting to happen anytime soon, so... yeah...

Meanwhile you can entertain yourself with this:

I think I might want to cosplay her some time in the far off future.

I Am Not Dead

Still alive and kicking. I just tend to forget days and feels slightly surprised whenever a week has passes. Where has all that time suddenly gone to?! Ah... I know, corporation. It has the ability to take up all your free time. Also that is all that is keeping me busy mostly, especially with meetings and various events happening. Add in there dancing classes (like ballroom dancing and stuff). Oh the joys. Even though it may sounds at times like I am complaining, I actually really like being part of corporation Filiae Partiae. People there are awesome too.

Hmm... as my entry is quite corporation filled I continue with that topic. As in how different corporations here and America are. Really, really different. Here it is nothing like how the students are in hollywood movies. Figures when the basic rules and structure is from Germany. So the students in corporations aim more for the culture instead of just getting drunk randomly and I don't even know.

I think these corporations and student unions have some sort of significance in Estonian history. Considering the Estonian Student Union still is using the same colours as the Estonian flag, even more that is where the flag's colours have originated from. A lot of corporations and unions also have withstood the Russian occupation, when all the activity that was still there had to be hidden as such things were not allowed.

Hmm, something not corporation related... Hmm... Ah!
This weekend the Estonian anime club is having a meeting where I am planning to be for sure and little later one an animenight again~ The topic this time is the animes from 2011. So I expect better animes to be watched than last time. I am really waiting for the weekend~


And that will be all now.

Nothing... interesting really...

Nothing is happening that is really worth writing, besides that I've got lots of homework and on that much time to talk to people on the Internet. Also my and Alex's schedules are both rather busy... *sighs*

Doesn't help that this week is especially busy for me as I've got lots of things to do and ah... I am just not going to go to a couple of lectures... And I need to get 17 small flower bouquets for graves. Oh the joy. The process of getting the flowers and having to pay for them (even when divided among 9 people). But showing respect to the dead is a good thing really. Not minding that and going to tidy up the graves really.

Especially with the anniversary of the organisations approaching near the end half of the week is keeping me busy with various activities. Visiting graves is one part of it. Then cleaning and also cooking and so on. And then taking part of the events. And I yet have to decide on my academical mother.

Nothing interesting happening much really. And I am not about to write too many detail of the corporation so... yeah... It keeps me busy the most really. And I know certain people are not too fond of that right now and that makes me seriously guilty but I cannot just quit my responsibilities now. I need to get more responsible anyway. And now I am just ranting.

Oh... something that has nothing to do with the corporation. I was in Võru on the weekend and visited Ingrid there too and... stuff. And I got 2 books at her place. One was from my former acting teacher and I am still not sure why I got the other book. Oh well, it is a good and interesting book either way.

Why am I even writing this when I am in a lecture...?

Whooops...

Hello There!

Woah, it is been a while again since I wrote my last entry. About time to write a new one then. I've been sort of busy with school and doing corporation stuff. Nothing all to exciting that is worth writing here though.

Ah! On Monday I had my intiation (ehk siis eestlaste mõistes retsimine). First the 3rd years had prepared an orienteering task for us where we also got to answer lots of questions. Also, we were paired up for that. An extra task was to ask random people for money and the ones that collected the most money could keep ALL the collected money. (Me and my partner also did that but we didn't get all that money... *weep* )

There were of courses cases when we didn't know the right answers and so we got a punishment. Biscuits with mustard, alcoholic drinks with tomato juice... I hate tomato juice, ugh...

Afterwards we had to present our dance/whatever to the other people that came there. My group won. :'D And then we had various games. They were fun. But I am too lazy to describe them and what happened and stuff.

Umm... otherwise... I can talk about planned stuff for this weekend.

Firstly, there is the meeting of the anime club Asashio here in Tartu. It is on Saturday and I am really waiting for that. Karen also as she joined the anime club at the same time. Wheee~

(What's with the music in the current lecture though? Pfffffff. )

On Sunday I am considering to go to the lolita meet-up. Travel expenses won't be small really but... oh well... I still want to go.

That are my plans for the weekend. Tomorrow I have a day off of everything. No classes (the teacher's are away) and nothing in the corporation and I will be just lazy on that day and watch anime and stuff and maybe go to the house of the sorority and hang out there.

That's all and my lecture has started now anyway.

An Interesting Day

Well, Monday certainly was an interesting day. I went to my classes in cosplay. The point was actually that I made a presentation about cosplay for one of my classes and wanted to be a living example as I do consider myself a cosplayer by now. Why must it be such an expensive hobby? *sob*

Talking about cosplay was lots of fun for me. I also mentioned Asashio and talked about Animatsuri. Showed some cosplay pictures. The bad ones got quite interesting reactions from others. Heh.

Like this one... I don't even... And then one of these legendary sailor moon crossplays where the guy has a beard. Of course I had the original images of the series next to the cosplay pictures so that the people can actually compare the similarities.

It was really wonderful that the people there asked questions too. I was happy to asnwer them. Like seriously... I noticed I like talking about cosplay, heh. Obvious questions like isn't it expensive. Wondering why I decided to be a cosplayer. And some other things that amused me but have forgotten by now.

Later on when I decided to be too lazy to take off my top hat and wig, I kept on walking around stores with them as I had to go and buy myself finally some trousers. I found a pair, which also work fine for wearing with the corporation cap. Their quite decent really. BUT, the usual problem I have with sort of fitting trousers, they are too long. And I don't have the right sewing stuff here to correct that.

University life is nice. I am getting more used to it. Also slowly starting to get used to corporation life. I am still in need of an academical mother though. And tomorrow there is an event in my corporation so going to be helping out there and not knowing when I will be able to get home to my bed.

And... I can't think of anything else. So to conclude this blog post, there is a translation of some song's lyrics into Estonian by Kaili. (Part of the song's lyrics, I assume)

Ma teeks sinu jaoks kõike, näiteks...

mul ei tule midagi meelde.

Ma kannaks sind kätel, aga sa oled liiga raske.

Teeks sulle roosidest voodi,

aga see oleks liiga kallis ja pealegi ei meeliks see sulle

Now a Newbie in a Corporation

I got accepted into the corporation I wrote an application for. Yesterday was the first meeting where I was allowed to participate and I also got a flower and I got my umm... college cap? Not sure what the right word for it is in English. In Estonian it is called tekkel.

Here some pictures of it taken with my webcam. As I am a newbie my cap is black and has no colours.

Ah, I had a really awesome weekend. Animatsuri was just wonderful. I try to write a longer entry about that later.

Working on Socialising

I am still working on my cosplay. It mainly needs details to be added and I am considering if I want to do some additional things or not (like a cape for example). Otherwise I managed sort of to over exhaust myself and decided not to go to any of my classes today.

Later on I remembered that it was the 19^th today which meant the third (second where I’ve been at) getting-to-know-evening of the corporation Filiae Partiae. I never got around to go the getting-to-know-evenings of other corporations but I don’t really care about that as much. Filiae Partiae is quite nice and I’m fond of the ideas they want to present and the things they do and so on. We had to do a quick little presentation on a given topic and got asked questions about it afterwards. My topic was “life is like a bicycle – to keep the balance one has to keep going.”(by Albert Einstein, quickly translated to English from Estonian by me. Pfff. ) Well… I agree with that topic and then there were questions and a bee/wasp/something that had the attention of the members for a bit, heh. Umm… I don’t remember much of anything else as I had and still have a headache.

But I found two members who were ready to recommend me and submitted my application for joining. Now it is waiting and seeing if I will be accepted.

On other news, I am waiting for Animatsuri and the people there and everything and ah. Lakdalsjfhakjshfdf.

And I am waiting for summer and I am waiting for winter and ah... I want snow and I want to wear my winter coat already and summer summer summer summer

Enjoying University Life

It has been quite a while since my last blog entry. I haven't really gotten around to writing what has been happened recently. Until now when I was actually made to write and entry. They are watching me!

Hmm... Been in Tartu for 2 weeks now. Liking all my classes so far and I can find them just fine too. Not just every person on the 1st course can find the places where their classes are right away. In addition, most of the classes are so wonderfully close to my dorm. It is nice in the mornings when going to class takes only 10 minutes. Nevermind that on most days my classes start 10:15 and Fridays are free. (The peck of being in the philosophy department.)

Umm... so I noticed recently that Animatsuri is coming closer. I've got yet to start on my cosplay. I plan strating on it today as I bought the fabric yesterday. Being in the store together with Kaili. That was quite interesting for both of us. Not like she was being helpful much. (Well... she was holding my laptop.) God, I really love the fabric that I bought and I feel so inspired to start sewing. I hope my wig will arrive on time though. Also... Ebay and Paypal still hate me it seem. I am not amused.

University life is awesome. By now I've decided in which classes to be too. Ah, and German classes so far are awesome and I love that the teachers do mostly talk in German. And my course mates are nice. The ones I have talked are, heh. But really, they're nice. I don't know them as much yet, so I don't much more to say about them.

The people in my dorm flat are nice too. I get along with all of them just fine. We had one more person there but she moved out suddenly. Didn't like her room mate apparently. Not like it makes it more understandable. And the we are good at keeping lots of stuff on the kitchen counter it seems. It seriously is filled with various kitchen applications and... food. I wouldn't mind having more space for that but yeah. And the fridge we have is a tad to small for 5 people too. It is generally quite filled up.

Yesterday I was on a getting-to-know evening of a sorority. Considering joining it. I quite liked how the atmosphere was there. The people also were nice. In addition the corporation has a quite awesome house on the opposite of the library of Tartu University.

Ingrid is mocking me right now. Totally mocking me. I attempted to wonder about the wonders of the "r" not beinf pronounced in "library". So much for returning to Võru for the weekend... Pfff.

Ah, also, I got my pottermore email this week. Like, finally. Ingrid and Gato got theirs this week too which is awesome. And I got into hufflepuff.

And this weekend and next weekend sewing will await me. Sewing and sewing. That's enough for now.

Now Mainly Residing in Tartu

Dad bought me and my stuff here by car this morning. Actually finding the building took a bit time, pffff. But we found our way just fine and I got my keys and distance card thing and I am sitting in my room and all.

I've also met my room mate. She is nice. I mean that. Also, she does talk a lot. Not like I mind. It makes everything less awkward. And she is in her 3rd year already. There is another 3rd year girl here in an other room. And I am so obviously a 1st year, heh. But everything is soooo new and unknown and sasldjskfhshfasf.

And I am staying on the... ummm... 5th floor... (when thinking the actual 1st floor is called ground floor in the English language). By Estonian logic 6th floor. The view outside is wonderful and I have yet to see it at night. Won't be able to today as I've decided to go on the animenight that is today. It's theme is visual novels. Pffff. I don't know anyone there.

Ummm... Anyway... I am so hungry right now so I am just boiling some noodles and then I get something from the store before I go to animenight. Staying awake the whole night. Man, one needs food for that.

And that's all for now.

Happynesssssssss

So I have gotten a new laptop now. It has the most needed stuff installed now so that I can use it. Ahhhhh So happy. Eventually I just need to transfer stuff from my old computer to this one. Oh well...

In less than a week university life will also start for me. On Saturday I will be moving to Tartu into the dorms. sdjkfhsdhfjaslkfhsdg I wonder still who my room mate will be. Or who else are in the appartment.

Umm... So I am just going to turn my attention back to my new laptop. :'D

Life Is Good

I got into Tartu University. Into German language and literature. And I got a place in the dorms. The newest building. I quite like the idea of living there rather soon.

In less than a month I will be in Tartu already. Yaaaaayyyy.

Otherwise waiting to get a laptop which I will need. (Neither of the 2 old old computers will quite manage... not like I want to drag them to Tartu anyway.)

Also, I need to buy a wig soon-ish. Hoping to get money for that soon enough and needing to make a new pank account extra so that I could use paypal. Apparently, the different options others can use to transfer their money to paypal accounts doesn't quite work for Estonians. Oh well... that is just so typical.

Typing, typing...

I am sort of worried lately. University stuff, thinking about getting a job and what to do if I don't get into university. And wondering where I will be staying on the off chance I do get in as the dorms are probably filled by now. Other wise I want to learn sewing stuffs in a vocational school.

Seems I won't be getting a laptop anytime soon though. I am not amused by this. *looks at old old computer* Well... Ingrid came by and gave me her old old computer which is faster than mine. ;w; Oh well... it helps at least. I've got the ability to watch videos normally again~

I am tired but msn is being entertaining right now... and I am having a skype call with Alex~ *heartheartheart*

Back on Estonian soil again!

Been back for some time now actually. Just haven't felt like writing an entry yet.

I liked being in Finland a lot~ it felt so calming and it was so fun and it was great to meet up and hand out with Sandra!

Well... most of the time I was pretty much gaming there. *laugh* In nearly 2 weeks I played through Kingdom Hearts 1, Kingdom Hearts 2 and Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep. (Notice a pattern there?) I've wanted to play them for a long time now so it was great finally to do so.

I got around doing other stuff also besides playing. How unbelievable it may sound. I was besides Helsinki also in two other towns. Like Porvoo from where we went to Turku where Animecon was.

But lets start from the beginning... I mean the real beginning... When I was on my way to Finland still. Of course I had to do packing before. I was about to leave for nearly 2 weeks so of course I would need to bring additional stuff with me. Dad drove me to the bus station in the morning and I was safely on my way with lots and lots of hours to spare. The ride was boring. Got a bit of entertainment when I met up with Anni in Tallinn for a little bit. Though I was supposed to sort of wait for the next trolley... or tram... (or something that moves on tracks but is not a train,) but I was not about to stand there for and hour and half and just walked to the port. Heh. I found it quite nicely. I am surprised that I am decent enough in orienteering.

Now I still had lots of time to spare after I arrived at the port. I was really tired by then though and had already boarded the ship by 15:00 though it wouldn't leave until 17:00. So I texted a bit, thought about napping. Saw a classmate on the ship. Former classmate to be exact. You don't just meet people from your class randomly on a ship to Finland. I don't even... A bit talking to her. And Finally arriving on Finnish soil! I had to wait a bit until Sandra came to pick me up that wasn't too bad. (Though my shoulders were pretty much killing me... )

It was great when I saw her. It had been quite long since the last time. And then followed the evening and night activities. I hadn't seen the 1st part of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows yet, so we watched through it sort of quickly at her place as Sandra had booked us seats for the 2nd part. It started at 00.07 (because 7th movie?) and it was great. I really loved the atmosphere in the cinema. I never had experienced it quite like that. Clapping and other various things. It was just bam! Going to see a movie at midnight is something I've got to do again in the future. But not alone. Being alone in the movies sort of sucks... or the movie has to be extremely good to make up for that.

So obviously Harry Potter got stuck in my head once again. And still is. (Besides... TOM FELTON... that guy... I've got no words really...)

And then I started with my first game while Sandra started sewing on her cosplay (Malificent btw) because the con would be in a few days.

On a Friday we (me and Sandra) went to Porvoo. Sauna! Caught a glimpse of Sandra's family too while there. Pfff. I read manga (Tramps Like Us) while she was working on her prop which didn't want to stay like supposed to until the end of the con... when not needed anymore. Anyway, we got to Turku with Betsy's car. The ride didn't seem really that long. Though I was occasionally dozing anyway. Then the arrival! It was possible to see cosplayers walking around already. *laugh* Anyway, we got to Sophias apartment where we would be staying for the night. SO were... uh... 6 other people... Which made it being 10 people in a one room apartment, I think. And there were some other people hanging around too whom I didn't know. The only one I had remotely heard about before was Nora.

Going to Animecon in Turku. Nothing in comparison to Animatsuri as it had like 10 000 visitors. The size really was amazing. Thus also the amount of cosplayers. Got me inspired to do more cosplays right away~ (Now, if there weren't this tiny problem called money. ) And ah~ I feel bad that I didn't bring my camera with me. *sob* (Though it's batteries would have likely died quickly.) I am pretty sure my heart leapt a bit when I saw Suikoden II cosplayers. Though I was too shy to talk to them. (Or to most people in general. ) And a bunny (from Trickster) cosplayer, heh. And quite a lot more of people whose picture I would have liked. The people I hung around with cosplayed Disney antagonists the first day. The next a lot of them were cosplaying turks. Actually... I am really not sure who most of the people were. Pffff.

Both con days ended with going to eat in a all you can eat pizza bar or something something. I ate lots there. On the first days though, on the evening everyone in the apartment watched Final Fantasy Advent Children. It was an uncut version. As in lots of scenes that the previous version didn't have. I quite liked that. And knowing what actually was going on this time as I have played Final Fantasy 7 quite near to the end. Just a bit stuck currently. Also, the jokes going on between the people. Pffff. (Nevermind they were mostly speaking Finnish.) Like... Reno not getting paid as he failed so much and and EMO WATER, haha. God... that sure was amusing to watch. *madlaughing* And then also Sophia shaving her head for Rude cosplay. (Which was amazing by the way. Looked totally manly, heh. As in, she should probably use the men's toilet.)

/game rant (you are free to ignore)

Skfhjkdgdpgoekjgld I really love Suikoden games. Though I've played only the 1st and 2nd one but I really want to play Suikoden III. I didn't expect the game to grow so much on me when I started playing it randomly the 1st time. But it did and I REGRET NOTHING. I mean... I really need to get me a playstation 2 eventually to play some newer games too. *coughcough*

/end game rant

Well, when staying on topic of cosplay and Animecon still, even pictures of me were taken there. On the first day I was wearing lolita which I had borrowed from Sandra. I couple people did take photos of me on that day even and I am featured in a blog to boot! Here in this post to be exact. People who know how I look can try spotting me. Heh. And on second day I used my Hungary cosplay. (I see it as my first cosplay ever. Sandra was being an other version of Hungary on that day. ) By now I think the dress is horrible sewing wise... but there were nonetheless people taking pictures of it... And even two Prussias spotted me... (Yes, Alex, I suppose you don't like the sound of that.) But they didn't notice Sandra which was a bit of a fail on their part. They also spotted me a second time, trying to catch me (They were chained together with a long chain and with that.) But I fleed rather quickly, heh. And they still didn't recognize whom Sandra was cosplaying.

Also... YELLOW CAR! A game a sort of got to know which is for passing time in a car or so... doesn't work when being by oneself though.

I got a little cold at some point when we had returned to Helsinki. My throat was aching terribly and with that were my eyes. I almost would have gone swimming on Sveaborg but decided not to because of that. Having a picnic there and walking around was awesome though~ I seriously love that island and I am sure Alex will too when he eventually gets there. Hmm...

On one day I hung around the place where Sandra worked. Making pizzas all day long. And these pizzas are tasty~ I had planned staying there until noon and then returning to her apartment to keep playing.... Kingdom Hearts 2 but I got distracted by a HP fanfiction. Whoops. So I stayed until her work ended.

God... never ever have I drunken so much cola. Like never! And then add eating chips in there. And it was so damn hot. But I finished the games. And I missed talking to Alex so much but asjkdhfgdslkgsdlgjdjgh I'd like to be back in Finland. Helsinki was nice. Depending on university stuff at the moment I may try entering University of Helsinki again.

Umm... the evening befor- the night before I had to leave I finished KH2. Then got introductions from Sandra how to get to the port which was super easy. Arrived there earlier even. I remembered though I had forgotten to drink the cup of tea I had made before I left. ( Teaaaaa )

Ship trip was boring but didn't feel as long when going to Finland. In Tallinn I walked a bit around town. Majorly going to Viru keskus (food and I bought a memory card for my phone) and finding my way to the bus station on foot (I just didn't feel like using buses or trams or trolleys). Well, I found it but exaclty when a bus to Vôru left and I had to wait several hours for the next one. As I had been awake for quite long the previous night, I was tired and got a bit dehydrated because of the hot weather and ended up feeling horrible by the time I was on the bus home. I wasn't able to fall asleep either so I entertained myself on facebook mostly as my phone cannot manage to load all too many other sides (not a fancy smartphone or anything).

When I finally was back in my hometown I got dragged to someone's birthday when my dad picked me up. They had been there before I arrived and went back with me afterwards. I was feeling still horrible. Not being able to eat anything as it was just... ugh... No thank you. Though dad tried, heh. But I didn't really care about being there and was instead clued to my phone. And talking on Facebook, pffff.

And then late in the night I finally got home~ It was sweet to be back again. My bed, my plushies, my blanket, my pillows and finally possibility to actually get sleep.

So much about Finland for now. (It is my longest post already anyway.) But also future plans were started in Finland. The theme of Animatsuri this year is steampunk, so we decided on a group cosplay. Kingdom Hearts steampunk style. Me as Kairi, Sandra as Sora and Sophia as Riku~ We still got to do planning and coordinate our outfits and do an actual skit. I am so waiting for this! And wondering where we will end up staying as I don't know yet what awaits me as to say.

Ah, that should be now all I wanted to write for now... No, not quite. Jlsjfksf I'd feel like cosplaying this with some one... Gumi and Ren from this PV. It got totally stuck in my head a few hours ago and I love their designs in this video. Some one please do it in future with me.

That reminds me that some time in the future I want to do a D.Gray-man cosplay with Ingrid. Even if it means I got to sew the costume for her. Maybe we'd do Lavi and Rinalee... But we'll decide that when the time comes. *wantwantwant*

Ok, now really, that's enough. I was away, I missed home, I missed the tea Inge makes, I missed my friends here in Estonia and I am back now. And things are back to normal.

And thumbs up to anyone who has read the whole post. Pffff.

Excitement~

Ah, I'll be going to Finland tomorrow... err... today. (It is past midnight already.) I'm exciteddddddd. I get to hang around with Sandra for nearly for 2 weeks~ And an awesome bonus with all this is that I can get my mind away from worrying whether I made it into university or not. I really don't need that right now. I cannot do anything besides waiting anymore either way.

Hmm... otherwise I got to visit Kaili recently. I rather enjoyed that. I got around to relax there especially after having sent my university applications (online mind you) and watching more and more applications appear.

But I need some sleep now and I've finished with packing and stufffffff.

Confused, confused.

Ah... I am planning to go to a convention on 14th-17th July in Finland. Today I got to know that my family is planning to have a reunion on the 16th. Dad said he wouldn't stop me from going to Finland... but it still makes me contemplate if I should stay at home and meet relatives whom I have never seen before in my life and get to know them. I'm not sure what to do about that. And damn for there being no discounts for ship tickets on summer.

The reality that the results for university are coming soon-ish and otherwise I don't actually have much of a plan what I will be doing is catching up to me. Seems I may have to live in the dorms even. Oh well... Some hours ago I submitted a second application to the university of Tartu. The first one was for German and its literature, the second one for Classical Philology. Now I can wait and see if I got a place payed by the state. My language state exams turned out great, so I got some hope at least, pffff.

I feel like making a cosplay for Animecon (I think it is called like that) but unless I can think of something that wouldn't require too much money... (and time too actually) I probably will be unable to. Ah.

Nevertheless, got to stay positive. Everything will have to work out in some way eventually.

Just... ugh....

My computer screen has gotten really horrible... Actually... it is sorta the back-up screen as the other one refused to turn on at some point...

I am not amused. One can only stare so long at something like that:

I don't know how long I have to bear that. I hope that at least by autumn I will be able to get a laptop. Oh well... until that I've got to find other things to entertain me as my computer makes me want to stay away from it.

Graduation

Now I've officially graduated from secondary school. Next is time to submit exam results to Tartu University and waiting for the final results.

Graduation day went better than expected. I'm quite content and proud too. Considering I had sewn the dress and petticoat myself. Not only that, I did my hair and make up, choose my shoes and various accessories. The result is just ah~

Now to pictures, which are done by Ingrid.

That's me shortly after having graduated and where I am still at the culture centre Kannel with flowers and... uh... presents.

At home here. Dress still not visible.

Finally full view of the dress.

A close-up of my hair.

Wall of my room. :'D

Time to plant a tree. It's an elm by the way.

Still planting the tree.

Heave-ho!

Almost there.

Nearly like an umbrella only not really.

Wholly the day was quite nice. Waking up early when I had gone to sleep at 2 in the morning the previous night as I had been finishing up my dress and decided to quickly sew a second petticoat. But not uploading pictures of that right now. Then as I was preparing myself in the morning suddenly getting told by my dad that I am supposed to plant a tree on that day.

Had to be at Kannel at least 15 minutes before everything started. Got there early enough. Then the ceremony, going to stage for a moment like everyone else. And then the masses of people in the foyer. Thanks weather.... It was really difficult to move around there.... And then imagine little me with all these balloons. Heh. But I found my friends there nevertheless. Ingrid and Kaili came to eat hang around my place afterwards.

The day ended with going to our class' graduation party. It was okay, I guess. Nothing bad happened and I got home just fine.

I am the most proud over my dress though. I didn't actually have patterns for it so I took a shirt pattern as a base and transformed it until it worked as a dress. A dress that I wanted to make. The only thing for what I really looked up a tutorial was the petticoat.

That's how I had planned it to look.

And then sewing everything by myself. With an old sewing machine. By old I mean old. It isn't an electrical sewing machine so... lots of work. Took me a bit more than a week... I did get distracted a few times but... I really did ignore my computer that slow thing the whole time. That meant not talking to Alex. God... I missed talking to him sooooooo much. s;dflsakfkdsjgdksljas;slfksfdfIlovehimlots. I am happy that I am not so busy anymore.

That's all for now.

Holding My Eyes Wise Open

Working mainly on sewing for several days now (and getting distracted by other things occasionally). I've made progress though. :'D Stuff mainly needs to be properly sewn together now, details to be added and then it would be finished~ (It actually sounds a lot easier than it actually is.) And then comes sewing the petticoat too. (Because I am stupid like that at times.) Going to buy tulle for it soon.

Ah, been awake for the whole night now. I get more work done when I am sort of sleepy/tired, haha. No wonder I've turned completely nocturnal. I hope I manage to be like an average human being with my sleep schedule soon again.

I will be going to Tartu on Saturday. I still have to buy heels that go with my graduation dress. :I

It's rainy outside and chilly... Good weather for sewing but not great for going to town with my bicycle. Oh wells.

The exam results have slowly started to come. 92 points on English, oh yeah~ :'D I've got my Math result too but that us nothing really note worthy... *cough* But I am really waiting for my German and Essay results now. ;A;

I'm feeling partly stressed and lonesome. As I plan to avoid msn until I have finished my dress... Otherwise I am scared I get too distracted and end up chatting instead of sewing... ;w; Especially when considering I am being in an other room when sewing... And I don't have a laptop that I could just easily drag with me. And I still don't have a clue when my old old computer will be replaced. (I've had it for umm... at least 7 years now?)

//End random rant

If my graduation stuff has passed I try to actually make some more interesting entries here.

But it is about time I start moving myself to town now.

Nocturnal

All my exams are done by now. Still don't know the results of any of them (besides the oral exams of English and German which I both aced). I assume I didn't at least fail any, pfff.

Why do I always end up doing various stuff when I am tired and don't do nothing at all when I am not? Ugh..

I got a sudden urge to paint something. This two things are the results of my experimenting. Not fully happy how they turned out but oh well...

I'd like to paint more. Can't really do that before I have gotten more white acrylic colour, which I won't be able to get any any time soon. *sighs*

It's about time I went to bed...

13 and Friday

I had a math exam today. Haven't been too good in math anymore since entering secondary school... So yeah. I suppose I didn't fail it at least. :'D

Now two more exams left before I am free from school and graduation. German will be rather easy, I assume. Don't know what to think about History but I'll manage.

Brought some of the cake I made to Ingrid and Kaili today. Ironically I haven't gotten around to eat much of the cake myself. Heh. Four and a half hour doing exam and dozing off after arriving home probably helped with that. And I still feel tired.

In addition, ants don't amuse me much. Especially when I happen to see some of them in the kitchen. You're not supposed to be there, dammnit! ;w; s-fdghhfhhgjg

Hurr Durrr

Trying out blogging/journal writing/whatever-one-wants-to-call-it again. Though I am not much of a blog writing person. I tend to discard it shortly after starting. Well... also I could write it in Estonian but I actually don't feel like doing that much. So English will have to do.

This week will be probaly sort of busy for me (unless I am lazying around) as I have a math exam on Friday. I am not too good in math, which means I actually need to study something instead of procrastinating and getting distracted by random other things. I suppose I'll manage somehow. When on the topic of exam already, I had an oral exam in English yesterday. It includes some chitchat with my teacher (What do I watch on television? ...Documentaries), a monolouge (Many have a camera at home but only few can use it.) and a roleplay (Asking questions about a gym club). I didn't like the topic of the monologue all too much but nevertheless I managed to get the maximum amount of points for it (20 points to be exact). I actually wasn't expecting that. And I apparently managed to show a decent pronunciation and my knowledge (It must have been me saying watching documentaries surely!). I am not complaining really, heh.

I ended up randomly cleaning the kitchen yesterday. I spent hours there as I also cleaned all the cupboards and kept ordering stuff and got to throw lots of useless and strange stuff away. I am happy with the result. It all started as the state of the fridge irked me too much. *humms*

I feel like cooking. I've also got some ideas about what to but I don't have all the ingredients. Hmm...

I feel tired... Haven't actually slept well the last couple days. I don't know why.

Oh well.