Confused, confused.

Ah... I am planning to go to a convention on 14th-17th July in Finland. Today I got to know that my family is planning to have a reunion on the 16th. Dad said he wouldn't stop me from going to Finland... but it still makes me contemplate if I should stay at home and meet relatives whom I have never seen before in my life and get to know them. I'm not sure what to do about that. And damn for there being no discounts for ship tickets on summer.

The reality that the results for university are coming soon-ish and otherwise I don't actually have much of a plan what I will be doing is catching up to me. Seems I may have to live in the dorms even. Oh well... Some hours ago I submitted a second application to the university of Tartu. The first one was for German and its literature, the second one for Classical Philology. Now I can wait and see if I got a place payed by the state. My language state exams turned out great, so I got some hope at least, pffff.

I feel like making a cosplay for Animecon (I think it is called like that) but unless I can think of something that wouldn't require too much money... (and time too actually) I probably will be unable to. Ah.

Nevertheless, got to stay positive. Everything will have to work out in some way eventually.